1104 Human Timeline Project: The First Session
Human Timeline Project: The First Session
Originally posted by Geraldine on November 4, 2011
The Human Timeline Project
First Session
The Beginning of the Overview of My Essence's Current Grand Cycle -- Part 1 (GERALDINE)
Note: This is the beginning of a project I've been contemplating for awhile. Because it's going to take multiple sessions (probably more than a dozen) and it's definitely going to include some fairly “woowoo” elements, I'll be posting it here in Fringe as I have the sessions. As you'll see from the timestamp, it took 45 minutes to “negotiate” with Michael what the project will entail.
Note2: July 2014. LOL -- Several Sessions? It's the never-ending story at this point
Hello, Michael, this is a long introduction.
I would like to take as much time as is allotted to start the process of eventually receiving all of my past life information in this Grand Cycle, somewhat similar to that listed in the Messages for the Millennium; although, with a difference. I'm going to be asking about each of "my" Soul Ages as a total block from beginning to end without needing all of the individual incarnations. This is the beginning of a large "project."
Since we are using the 6 million year timeline here on TLE, and my time goes back to the start of the first ensoulment elsewhere, I'd like to start with a view of the first lives, the type of hominid species, the locality, and earliest Infant Soul lives, also the spans of time between incarnations. I'm assuming that the Infant Soul Age lasted for well over 2 million years, but probably only had about 30-40 lifetimes. The evolution of the ensouled human being went through a lot of changes. I'm interested in the overview of how these changes affected the process of completing the Soul Age itself.
But, I would like the focus to include not only the time span but ongoing co-relationships such as with my Entity Cadence members or Cadre Traveling Companions, and with current TLE relationships. Not all, but part of a pattern of choices made over time. I would like one or two lifetimes to be highlighted and discussed, not all lifetimes. I'm interested in the theme as it pertains to the evolution and growth of Essence, Entity and/or Cadre.
Since this type of project hasn't been done before, the Infant Soul Age may take more sessions than planned in order to get the type of overview that I'm imagining. It may be more ambitious. I'm visualizing something similar to an Essence Report but focused more on the Soul Ages and the overall evolution of both the physical human being and its connection with Essence.
MEntity: First, we must start with a static count of lifetimes, though we will qualify this as being a count that is as linear as possible, and that we will clarify any relevance regarding concurrents over that course of time. Have already provided your count of lifetimes? If so, we will use those, though our count may change as we look deeper along the way in this project.
GeraldineB: I have 179
MEntity:
We may need to change that count, but we will clarify why, if that becomes necessary. Our count of lifetimes often depends upon several factors, such as the channel's prejudices and biases, but we also tend to deliver a count that is as linear as possible, which may not be relevant in the context of your comprehending an entire Grand Cycle.
The number could double.
GeraldineB:
No problem -- I'm aware that there are several parallels that will not be merging until the Causal
But, Troy was the channel who gave that initial number
MEntity: Troy is not without prejudices and biases.
GeraldineB: [big smile]
MEntity: But more to the point is that the number might change because of overlapping lifetimes that "matter" in terms of Essence evolution, but would be difficult to explain in delivering a count of lifetimes. For example, your count of 179 lifetimes is immediately grasped in linear terms. That count works in that context. But if we had given your count of physical lives as 311, your interpretation in linear terms would be quite inaccurate.
GeraldineB: I see -- I'm willing to let this go wherever it takes us
MEntity: We would rather circle back to clarify in these cases when the context changes, and the "right" questions are asked, and the biases are lifted, than to overhaul an entire assumption that is both on the parts of the channel and the student.
GeraldineB: thank you
MEntity:
This will make more sense as we move through this project.
For now, we will use the linear count, describing where the alternate count comes into play, accounting for every single physical incarnation as relative to this particular parallel, at least.
GeraldineB: That would be fine -- and if we need to go to parallels, we will.
MEntity: For most of our Older Soul students, the count of physical lifetimes is well into the 300's, and anything less is usually the linearly-contextual count that we have described.
GeraldineB: I think Martha is beginning to figure out that something is "off" on her count, too
MEntity: This information would help her.
GeraldineB: I want a clearer picture than we've had. So, feel free to expand on the topic anyway that helps it to make sense.
MEntity: This project will require patience. Not only in terms of our speed of delivery through this channel, but in terms of tangents that will most likely emerge as new concepts come from this exploration.
GeraldineB: I'm prepared for it to be quite a few sessions over time.
MEntity: Let us return to you our understanding of your overall request, so that we can be working on it over time, even when not in session with you:
GeraldineB: I've tried to remove the ego aspect of the request -- and am seeking something that is like a "template" of how this 6 million year timelines have worked for some of us.
MEntity: You would like a delineation of your physical incarnations from first to current lifetime, with specifics in some instances regarding not only the use and description of the body/species form, but also the geographical locations, general life environment, and prominent relationship developments; you would also like a breakdown of the Levels within the Soul Ages that led to shifts in consciousness, and what propelled those.
GeraldineB:
yes, that is a good summation
not only for my Essence and its incarnations but the Abandonment External Monads really brought home to me how much certain groups of Essences have been working together for a long time
MEntity: In addition to the above, you would like a delineation of your external Monads as they were explored over this time?
GeraldineB: If it could be included, yes -- it might really expand our understanding how those work
MEntity: Not just the Abandoned/Abandoner Monad.
GeraldineB: correct -- I'm seeing a much bigger picture that goes towards a complete remerge of the Entity and, eventually, the Cadre
MEntity: What we think would work best for our delivery of this information requested, and for the sake of comprehension, is to deliver it in layers, much like building from the skeleton, up.
GeraldineB: that sounds good
MEntity: The presentation of this project through Troy to us today will allow us to prepare more material for delivery in our subsequent exchanges. With what limited time remaining today, we will look at the initial lifetimes, as they are always significant.
GeraldineB: OK
MEntity: We do not think we have discussed with you any of these initial lifetimes. We do not see a record of that.
GeraldineB: No, there has been no discussion as yet
MEntity:
There may be times that you would want to interject with information we may have already shared, so that we can correct, add, or clarify it in this new context as we move forward.
And so we begin:
All of our Design originally began incarnations in what is best described as the Dog Star System, or the Sirius System. Many students of our teaching from the first three entities of their Cadres began there.
The species in which we began was a variation on a current bipedal primate species that was already well into its Mature Soul Age as a whole, something similar to how your current species is similar to the Gorilla.
In much the same way that Gorillas have existed alongside Humans for a great length of time, the activation of Sentience changes things.
Almost all of Cadre 1's first three Entities began in Sirius, with about half of Cadre 2's first three Entities, and about a quarter of Cadre 3's first three Entities, no Cadre 4 members, and handfuls from the rest of the Energy Ring.
Most of those fragments who began in Sirius lived through 1 to 5 incarnations before the great transport began.
The handfuls of fragments from the latter part of the Energy Ring were not as attached to Sirius, or affected by the transport, but those from Cadres 1, 2, and 3 were wounded for the entire Grand Cycle to some extent, particularly those who had moved into positions of exchange with the dominant species.
By "wounded," we mean that inherent across nearly all of the subsequent lifetimes was a sense of displacement, vague longing, and a profound knowing of "not being from here." This has been difficult to shake by nearly every Personality across the Soul Ages, even after "all this time."
GeraldineB: Why didn't this affect your Energy Ring?
MEntity:
At the core of every wounded fragment who began in Sirius would rise a deep sadness and relief at this simple recognition and validation.
It did, Geraldine. It greatly affected us.
We are merely focusing on your journey.
GeraldineB: OK
MEntity:
This sadness and relief does not even require an understanding. It is simply freeing to those who suffer this wounding to even suggest there is validity to that sense of displacement.
It affects everything, though in less and less obvious ways.
In your case, Geraldine, your Essence appears to have had 3 incarnations in Sirius.
Two of which were "in the wild," so to speak, and among what might be understood as tribal groups in more remote areas.
"Your" first lifetime, then, was "male," and lived to what would be the equivalent of 20 years old. It was one of the first of the sentient bodies.
The population of our species at that time was in the thousands by count, but sentience takes root rather tediously and slowly.
This causes a strange transition as the newly-awakened are "awake" among animals that are not.
This begins the deviation from what had previously become understood of that species. The sentient Personalities begin to depart from the group, or stand out, in ways that can be disturbing to the non-sentient bodies, and to those who are already sentient in other species.
GeraldineB: Can you give an example?
MEntity:
In the case of our species, we started "coming out of the woods," so to speak, and making our way into urban areas. It was clear that this was not a matter of confusion or displacement, but intent.
Some of the sentient Personalities found their way into urban environments by allowing for capture and being kept as "pets."
Sentience craves Sentience because it is a direct link back to Tao, if you will. When members of the species cannot find easy access to other sentience within the species, it will go to the greater beacon of sentience in other dominant species.
To clarify, we will say that new Sentience craves the comfort of other sentience.
GeraldineB: Kind of like Old Souls wanting other Old Souls
MEntity:
New Sentience would not normally be drawn to urban areas, but as anomalies began to be noticed, and dominant species began hosting us as "pets," then subsequent sentient bodies would be drawn to where the congregations of their own sentient species members were.
We think that our displacement may have been avoided if not for the fact that our initial life times drew us into urban areas.
We learned fast, as well, and this was disturbing to many of the Younger Souls.
Your Essence's first Personality, then, was killed when trying to make its way to find its mother who had been captured. This mother was your Essence Twin.
The second lifetime was born in captivity to that same mother, who died in that process of giving birth, since those who kept our species as pets did not fully comprehend how our bodies birthed. That second body only lived for 7 years, it appears. It died from neglect. And isolation/depression.
The third lifetime was born into captivity, as well, but this was closer to the time when the great debates were well under way for culling our species, as we had become rather difficult to manage as more sentience took root. That body was one of approximately 1500 bodies that were used for the transport of consciousness to Earth.
To transplant a species to another planet using only DNA, if you will, can only transport the bodies. There must be sentient bodies as part of that process.
Once again, your Personality at that time was separated from its mother in rather dramatic ways as "you" were now, literally, leaving her light years away.
GeraldineB: This makes me surprisingly sad.
MEntity:
By the time your body reached the atmosphere of Earth, most of our species was either in captivity, or dead.
The displacement of consciousness, then, to Earth, allowed for the beacon, so to speak, of sentience to hold our place in our species, for when our new bodies were ready.
It is sad because it is true.
To help with this beaconing of sentience, the bodies that were moved allowed for walk-ins, and your Essence Twin eventually walked in with "you," adding to the hold in the species.
All 1500 of those bodies who were once in Sirius and then moved to Earth allowed for walk-ins, sharing the body with its Essence Twin. For some Essences, then, that was their first lifetime: sharing a body.
This added another unusual and unique wounding to some of us early fragments who incarnated for our Design.
We will continue this in our next exchange. We will conclude here, today.
GeraldineB: Thank you.
MEntity: Goodbye.
GeraldineB: I'm incredibly touched.
MEntity:
We will not usurp your own validation process, but we will say that most of our students who were a part of this process will find profound validation in this recognition of their origins.
Again, goodbye.
Note: Troy came out of trance with "wet cheeks."