The key solution 🔐 (to so many things)

 channeled by Troy

Gosh posting that is still a little embarrassing for me but at the same time i was really relieved when i heard those things cause it solved two of my questions at the same time.

First, the meaning of the dream was after all symbolically but that was a great realisation and feeling into myself i could verify that info in the end.

Second, what i didn’t expected to be solved but was answered anyway was the question of whether i’m a heartbreaker or not. Answer is… NO! I am not one. But in fact i just don’t fit into the dating culture of these days. Yeah. It’s simply that. There is nothing wrong with me and i’m not “confused“ or something like that. No. It’s just that i don’t want my love shared to be limited to just one person. Yes it feels restricting to me. 

But still reading that for the first time and really realising what those words meant was still something i first had to slowly process and yes i went through my doubts and self loathing kinda because it’s still something i have to accept as MY reality and whether others will accept that part of me or not. It’s certainly not easy but as always for me it’s important that the truth is being put out and not just locked away somewhere in me. But still it is a bumpy road.

Excerpt of 090823:

Micheal please could you tell me a reason for my many dreams in which i’m together with another women. What do they mean? Especially in the context of that im often together with my former best friend? Does that mean i’m attracted to women and i don’t know it?

FROM MICHAEL: Attraction is never linked directly and/or only to sexuality and preferences. Attraction can come in many forms and with many people for various reasons. In this case, we think it is an attraction to nurturing and safety. The dreams appear to have been symbolic and helped you to bring some comfort, acceptance, and appreciation for the feminine, the creative, and the nurturing. It should be noted that “creative and nurturing” are not exclusive to the feminine, but as a leftover concept from a paradigm steeped in binary assignment, the symbolism continues to be meaningful. Your attractions to others in terms of sexuality may always be fluid because you are a person who seeks to share love, not to be in love. When one seeks to share love, attraction can be broad, but when one seeks to be in love, which is the equivalent of finding a person to play an assigned role to serve a void, then the more rigid the range of attraction.