My former boyfriend and his piano teacher

Session 6th March 2025, channeled by Babylove.

Michael: Hello, Katja. We are here, now, and can begin.

Katja: Hi, Michael! Good to talk with you again! (Couple of questions related to other people) Next questions are about my former boyfriend from my student years, PM. Cadre/Entity, Role/Casting, Soul age/Level, Agreements (what have planned and how they fulfilled), possible monads and links, support position, other Essence connections, number of shared past lives, karma?

Michael:

Yes, one moment while we look into this. 

This appears to be the Scholar-cast Sage, 5th Old from Cadre 1, Entity 2. Agreements: MATE, INTIMACY, SEX, HEALING, FORGIVENESS, SUPPORT, ANCHOR, SANCTUARY. There are more, but these appear to be the most significant with clarity for validation. All of these agreements were fulfilled even if only symbolically. We do see some sundry karma that was touched on including SPEAKING/LISTENING/COMMUINICATION, LYING/TRUST, HONORING BOUNDARIES. We say "touched on" because there are still remaining minor ribbons with these minor karmas which will be balanced later. You both appear to be in each other's INTIMACY SUPPORT CIRCLE with he in your LOVE position and you in his COMPASSION/SUPPORT. You appear to be working on a SACRAL and HEART LINK and we see 81 lifetimes of proximity and significance. A common theme between your essences is that of always "finding each other" when you are both "teetering on the edge" of wakefulness and in danger of falling back asleep. Meeting each other during incarnation has always been a "wake up call" and instantly prompts you to remember yourself and your essence level plans and interests.

Katja: Oh, there is a lot. I know that I started my 3th IM during our relationship, but I am interested, what was his IM status in that time?

Michael: He began his 3IM not long after your meeting.

Katja: Okay! So we were both processing our 3th IM.

Michael: Correct

Katja: One more person, teacher of PM, WH.  Cadre/entity, Soul age/level and role/casting? And is there connections between me and his Essence?

Michael: If we have the correct fragment, this would be the 2nd Old, Priest-cast Sage from Cadre 2, Entity 2, but there is some interference with our ability to read his records clearly at the moment. There is some "intensity" surrounding this fragment which is obscuring the records. We would ask you to check, again, with us later for clarity and validation. It does appear that you have had "history" with this fragment: 22 lifetimes of significance and proximity, though we do not see technical support circle positions, monads, or links in the works or fulfilled.

Katja: Thank you so much! We are out of time, and I will ask later for clarification. I recognized him quite strongly, when we met.

Michael: Yes, we will conclude here for today, Katja. Good day to you and goodbye for now.

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Note: I have quite a mixed feelings about this session. Years ago I would say, that this relationship with PM was a disaster. Now I see, that we were literally kids, when we met, and learning, what is to live as adults. I was 21, he was 28, and both of us started our 3th IM after we met. We were together 3 and half years, 2 years lived together. Probably both of us acted as a trigger to each other's growth. I didn't feel, that he loved me, I felt that I am unlovable and not enough, and he's trying to fix me. Anyway, I felt a deep connection between us, and that we see each other. He was the first person, who helped me to express my feelings and find words to feelings and emotions. I tried hardly to trust and be honest and open, but that kind of intimacy was new to me. During our relationship I had quite hard experiences. I cut ties with my parents for many years, so I didn't had any support from them. I started and ended a psychotherapy, because the therapist wasn't right person to help me. I also get raped by three men after a party, and my boyfriend didn't get over it. He blamed me for it, and then started protecting and controlling me. Finally I felt I can't breathe any more, After our breakup, I was like lost my direction and anchor, totally drifting, next two years. 

And then, WH picked me up, literally kept me alive. He was a beautiful example of an old soul, who has found stability in life, and can support others with compassion. I still remember how he helped me overcome my panic attacks and the one and only piano lesson, when he showed me, how to play Chopin. And the many phone calls, discussions about life and figuring out, how to live without harming self and others. Sometimes I wonder, is he still alive, our connection was lost sometimes in the early 2000's when he took early retirement and moved to India.