1215 2021 QR/2022 QP

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2021 QR/2022 QP

Channeled by Babylove on 12/15/2021

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Avi: Hi my dear friends!! Can I please get a 2021/2022 quick review and quick preview? Particularly personally, interpersonally and professionally?

MEntity

Yes, one moment while we compile our response.

2021

For the previous year we see woven throughout all of your experiences a pattern of DETERMINATION or PERSERVERANCE. You were determined to survive and thrive, to heal, to move forward, to open, to love, to see more. We think this pattern was generated by you in order to keep your post 4IM awareness and insights present and to continue to apply them to your life in spite of the the pandemic, in spite of "The Great Pause".

You have been determined to STAY AWAKE, which has been challenging for almost all of our students throughout 2021.

And you have done so and in the process learned that unmet expectations have nothing to do with staying awake, neither does being disappointed or experiencing pain or fear. You have learned that staying awake is a CHOICE, a creative choice that can always be nurtured alongside the realities that are presenting themselves to you.

This pattern can be seen woven through your relationships and professional life, though we could also say the sub-patterns of COMPASSION and NURTURE, respectively, were also explored.

Compassion as we are using it, here, means honesty with yourself and the full allowance of fear being used as information and a platform for staying awake. In all of your relationships this past year, in subtle and obvious ways, you were exploring honesty and acknowledging your fears. At times the fears threatened to replace your presence and potential, but you always found your way back to compassion and presence.

In your professional context, we see that you were steadily NURTURING your vision, allowing the natural process of inner reflection and vision to meet and balance with the natural process of external activity and experience. The metaphor that comes to mind for this sphere of your life is a mother duck carefully and tenderly caring for her eggs so that they may one day hatch. She is fussy but patient; fierce but gentle. Your continued nurturing of your ideas and vision have served you well over 2021, and put you in a position to move your visions forward into next year.

2022

For 2022 there looks to be a strong pattern of CREATIVITY unfolding from you. This would be a cylce of exploration, discovery, play, intuition, and enjoyment. It is safe to say that one of the intrinsic qualities of creativity is playfulness and enjoyment. This truth runs counter to the marketing of your young soul imprinting which has turned out such mantras as "no pain, no gain" and made the idea of "hard work" a religion. But true creativity always has an essence of play and enjoyment and fun. There is always an aspect of the unknown involved with creativity and the enjoyment of giving form to that unknown source.

Your patterns appear to be taking you into a deeper dive of creativity in 2022 with some potentially startling revelations built into your exploration. You will likely be jettisoning many old ideas about creativity and entering a new phase of what is allowed to come through you, now, into the world and how it takes shape.

Creativity would definitely be the pattern we see as most impactful in your relationships and profession, as well.

In regards to your relationships, we see the patterns unfolding in such a way that seems to bring you to a point of more EQUALITY in your relating. For a long time, you there has been an "unevenness" to your relating in terms of seeing yourself as an equal and choosing equals to "dance with". We see this pattern changing in dynamic ways over the course of 2022 so that you begin or adjust your relationships so that they operate from a foundation of equality. What this does for your exploration of creativity would be exponential. We think the stance of 2022 in your relationships might be: "What are you creating in your life, what am I creating in mine, and what can we create together that brings us each more enjoyment?"

Therefore, a sub-pattern for next year might be COLLABORATION. And this pattern would be even more poignant in your intimate relationships, as you continue to explore your options in this context. We think you might have much discernment and sorting through these potential relationships based on how they feed your sense of creativity or not and whether or not you can collaborate in some way. This collaboration could even be a focus on the creation of the relationship itself and what each person "brings to the table," so to speak, to provide opportunities for fun, play, and enjoyment.

We see the sub-pattern of collaboration also influencing the larger patterns of creativity in your professional sphere. There may be a few key "players," here, that you are able to partner up with to move your professional visions forward. Some of these potential partners you would already know, but there are others with whom you have a high likelihood of crossing paths next year.

In short and summary, creativity looks to be emphasized next year, and this means a great deal of experimentation and "diving into" the unknown, all with a sense of play and openness to discovery. We think a helpful mantra over 2022 might be "THIS IS EXCITING TO ME, SO LET'S SEE WHAT I/WE CAN CREATE!" and "SOMETIMES IT'S THE 9th or 10th IDEA THAT WORKS, AND I AM ENJOYING THE PROCESS!" We encourage you to trust yourself and your creative process, as 2022 looks to be a year where you could experience more levity and enjoyment than you have in a long time.

What does your intuition tell you about the patterns we have shared? Do you find resonance?

Avi 

I definitely find resonance and peace…with not being so hard with myself by seeing my experiences through this life. I’m still learning to trust myself and be kind to myself but I feel I’ve grown exponentially in being able to trust that I’m “on track” for what I want to experience and that I can trust myself

What you’ve shared feels truthful for me for sure. And that’s teaching me to be more gentle with myself and my path

I’ve been craving fun! And adventure! And I’m so excited that I’ve created this pattern for myself to explore that

Even if it’s scary at times lol

MEntity: Yes, the more you expand, the more you will trigger the fearful parts of you that wish to keep you safe. Hold those parts close and reassure them as you move forward into more of your possibilities. These voices may not disappear altogether, but they will likely become quieter as you gain more experience in owning and trusting your desires, freedom, and creativity. We must conclude here for today, Avi. Good day to you and goodbye for now.

a few days, I started crying thinking about how amazing this year has been. I’ve learned and grown so much, I’ve had the loveliest experiences, I’ve somehow made the most “perfect” mistakes that have led me to exactly where I want to be and I’m now more myself than I’ve ever been. 

that’s not to say that there weren’t many moments of darkness or despair but Michael is so right…I always chose to stay awake. And even in those moments, I was able to glean all of the lessons and reflections that I needed. I can be hard on myself but this year taught me that I really don’t need to be. 

After a year of falling in love, getting my finances in order, restructuring (or ending) relationships that didn’t really suit me, self-sabotaging (and bouncing back), facing fears, returning to old lessons that I needed to learn on deeper levels and things moving slower than I desired but at the “right” pace, I’m so excited for equality and collaboration and loads of levity and enjoyment in 2022!!  Quite frankly, I fucking deserve it lmao!!!!!!!!!!! Let’s goooooooo