2024/11/08 - NickS - Quinary Paradigm in Personal Shifts

Had a session with NickS last year in November. Getting to posting it now.

MEntity: Hello, Kurtis. We are here, now. We can begin.

Kurtis: 

Hey there Michael and Nick. Always pleased to have your perspective. Today we're going to talk about my personal life transitions, but before that I wanted to follow up on what you said about the Quinary Paradigm.

You said: "This is a paradigm where JOY can be "found" in the most unlikely of places. But it is also a paradigm where extremes of experience can uplift or "scatter". We can say more, of course, but we will move on to your next question." 

Can you elaborate more on this aspect of the Quinary. I feel I have experienced it, but I can't really put it in words. As always you said you could say more, and so I'd like to hear more about how this Paradigm functions in our lives.

MEntity: Yes, we will continue. As we stated before, understanding the "5" with its negative pole of ADVENTURE and its positive of EXPANSION is helpful. Think of this paradigm as one in which TRUTH is comprehended at a new level. The idea of MULTI-TRUTH and "ALL TRUTHS ARE HALF-TRUTHS" begins to be comprehended and applied to choice. One is then free (which is different than liberation) to truly explore "choosing how to learn" however one sees fit. This can lead to much scattering and no real growth or to an ever unfolding sense of expansion and evolution/comprehension. It is hard to get "hung up" in this paradigm because it is understood that only a perspective could truly become a problem. So, perspectives are explored, chosen, played with, discarded, applied, with little weight placed on them. One can then explore and have fun with "negative" states just as easily as one can with "positive" states. Another way of understanding this paradigm is that it is the paradigm where the "LIGHT" gets put into the concept of EN-LIGHT-TEN-MENT. Within this paradigm, one can lighten up on one's self and one's life, and this sets the stage for many a new adventure and openness to expansion.

Kurtis:

I feel like I have actually experienced that more in the last two years.

Addendum to that question then: what parts of my life do you see are where I operate predominantly at this Quinary level? Because I recognize this. I have experienced grief and obstacles and illnesses and struggles and they affect me far less than they used to. I've brought more lightness and presence into my days.

MEntity: The HEALING context. You draw from this paradigm when you are SELF-HEALING.

Kurtis:

I relate to that. I had a horrid illness at the start of October, and went through a difficult relationship with my now ex from Mexico back in May, and I can validate that.
I basically experienced each with full presence and gratitude and inclusion of any state. And any truth.

Do you see any new contexts moving into Quinary based on my current/present choices, as well?

MEntity:

Yes, within this paradigm, truth is fluid, so there can be very little investment in a truth that doesn't create adventure or expansion. You may explore these truths and play with them for a time, and even adopt them for a duration, but be unlikely to use them as anchors or solid reference points for the navigation of the life. In the context of healing, your life-force can more easily calibrate to "repair" what is "broken" when truth is allowed to be multi-truth and selective. Then, your energy is free to ebb and flow, shift and morph, hold and release in a much more fluid and organic way that allows the self-healing processes to move and transform what is ready to be moved and transformed.

RELATIONSHIPS, for one.

And your basic OUTLOOK, for another.

Kurtis:

I relate with both of those. I think I've begun to lighten up about my attachments to how others are or aren't learning/choosing now. Perhaps that is the Quinary perspective.

And in terms of outlook, I feel like this comes from my analysis and synthesis of parallel realities and world events and how much I have little control over them. So I'm more focused on being present when making choices than pre-analyzing them and not being present.

MEntity: In terms of OUTLOOK, your assessment is valid. What can anchor you more solidly in this paradigm would be the understanding that there is no need to pre-analyze your choices because it would better serve your sense of adventure and expansion to simply choose based on the truth that resonates with you most, NOW. Or how the teacher Bashar puts it: choose the truth you wish to explore and make your choices based on your highest excitement, NOW.

Kurtis: I definitely recognize that. You and Nick have reminded me of that since the start of last year. I like how these contexts of life change with new inputs over time.

MEntity: When you are awake, there will always be the exploration of consequences, as well. But when you are truly excited and navigating from true DESIRE, it is far more likely that the consequences of choices will be acceptable and even beneficial to not only you but everyone else, as well.

Kurtis: That's a new way to look at it.

MEntity: And we mean DESIRE here as a function of essence, not personality.

Kurtis:

I consider myself a consequentialist, so that perspective can help me bring my consequentialism with me into the Quinary I think, rather than think consequences are lost to adventure/expansion.

I'm also curious about your assessment of the Relationship context now and how I can bring myself into Quinary there. I think I have experienced it as profound gratitude for others in my life being here with me.

Also, here is my next question after that, which I think dovetails nicely with what we talked about: I feel like since 2020 I have been going through a difficult 5th Internal Monad. I feel like I am in the 7th Stage now. Part of my reasoning for thinking this is that I have much more of a focus on living my life rather than struggling to get to the next moment, I am softer in dealing with external and internal disagreements, I allow myself to feel however I feel without feeling like it ruins my day, and I am able to move through experiences with a sense of True Peace and Freedom that I never experienced before. Is this valid?

MEntity: For RELATIONSHIPS, again, the key to anchoring this paradigm is in the understanding of MULTI-TRUTH. But i the context of relationships, it is not only YOUR truths that matter but that of OTHER, as well. It is the recognition that not only are you exploring and playing with truth, having adventures and seeking expansion, but your "partners" are as well. This, obviously, sets the stage for extremes of relating, emotion, and experience because both parties must sort through the lies of imprinting and conditioning about what are valid expectations in relationship. The embrace of TRUTH at this level means that it becomes difficult to "hold on to" relationships. It becomes understood that only INVITATION can "hold on to" a relationship, and all relationships are best served when there is a spirit of non-attachment that allows each individual to explore their own truths and expansion. But this does not mean that love is not present. Ironically, it means that love is allowed to be present. And yes, we would say that your experience of gratitude is part of your forays into this paradigm. Gratitude can only come with the freeing and expansion of truths that comes with the awareness that the people in your life CHOOSE TO BE THERE. You were never entitled to have them there. But they showed up and stayed for however long they stayed, anyway.

Kurtis: That really resonates. This has been my experience of relationships this year truthfully. It was an unexpected upleveling in that part of my life.

MEntity: You have touched the 7th stage of EMANATION where COLLAPSE is explored and then TRANSCENDENCE, but it appears you are reviewing stage 4/MANIFESTATION, in particular for the deeper exploration of PUNISHMENT and REVITALIZATION which will add to the integration of this entire process for you.

Kurtis:

Haha, that is pretty accurate with the whole trump being elected parallel i didn't want to experience. I think that the renewed sense of community I have experienced this year is helping me with processing everything.  I think that's the shift into revitalization.

My last question was that considering I am in the 5th Internal Monad then, am I aiming for a soul age level transition from Old 3 to Old 4? Because I have experienced a great deal of desire to no longer just think/feel as an old soul, but to live as one. I am far less in my head, and far more present with others and my life in general.

MEntity: "Punishment" refers to all the ways you may seek to or actually implement self-punishment or to punish others for what is seen as your failures to meet expectations. In other words, the failures of not being who or what or where you thought you should be by now. Once it truly comprehended that it is neither your fault or others' fault and that no one is to blame, then you are able to invite revitalization at new levels that deeply resonate with your life, NOW, with who you have become, NOW. There is no one to blame or punish for your past choices that have brought you to where you are now. And your power and vitality lie in your possibilities in the here and now. As you continue to experience what you need to experience for your deeper exploration of this stage, you will likely "snap back" into collapse/transcendence. Of course, this is not a linear progression. But you may experience this trajectory that we just shared.

Kurtis: I think I definitely resonate with that. I do feel I'm inviting more revitalization and resonance.

MEntity: Yes, you are aiming for a level shift.

Kurtis: Validation! I shall create it then.

MEntity:

Remember that one level is not better than another. Each shift into a new level comes with a new set of strengths but also a new set of challenges. It is not the speed through the levels that is meaningful, nor is it "status" personality may seek and imagine for being at a "higher" level. It is the completion of the process and integration of the lessons that were recognized so that the foundation is there to build into the next level of process. We do not share this to deter you from your aim. We share this simply to give insight into the organic process of a soul age shift, whether it happens within the lifetime or in between lifetimes.

We must conclude here for today, Kurtis. Good day to you and goodbye for now.

Kurtis: Thank you Michael and Nick. I appreciate it.