Task Companion Relationships May Not Have to Be so Tricky After all

60m Michael Session 

*Channeled by Nick Sweeney/Babylove*

MEntity: Hello, Nick. We are ready and here, now. Let's begin.

NickG:

Hello Michael! Good to speak to you again. Today, I’d like to revisit some things about my primary task companion, the scholar-cast artisan. I have my own ideas about the questions I’m asking but would like to get your perspective, too. It feels like lately old stuck energy, beliefs, things, etc… surrounding her, myself, and that relationship in my life are being updated and wanted to verify some things with you.  I tend to get teary eyed whenever we have sessions about her so let's see if the streak continues lol

1. Do we share any chakra links? I think we share some but sometimes it’s hard to tell if it’s a link or just the blending because of passion mode and the passion I had/have for her. (I'd like to make a note that I do slide to passion mode because I'm in observation but, I like being in passion mode because it makes me feel more present rather than distant as observation mode can feel sometimes.)

2. What support positions do we play for each other?

3. I’m learning more and more about what I’ve come to realize as a personality from the experiences and how I evolved but I wonder what my Essence learned from the experience and how they have evolved on their level?

MEntity: Yes, one moment, as we compile our responses.

NickG:  Of course.

MEntity:

1) You are working on a Crown Link. And yes, the IDENTIFICATION of your Passion mode coupled with the deep resonance shared between your essences contribute to the "subtle sensations" you are aware of when consciously thinking about this fragment. You are, of course, always in communication with "her" even when not in Earthy or conscious communication.

2) You are in her LOVE position, and she is in your KNOWLEDGE position. You sometimes also play HUMOR for her and she DISCIPLINE for you.

3) We think one of the main themes of learning and evolution for your essences "this time around" and resonating with previous lifetimes is BONDING. We could say through this channel at this time that bonding has a negative pole of DIVISION and a positive pole of HARMONY or INTIMACY. At the essence level there is no true division, only "fragments" that seek merging and REUNION. This process of reunion is ecstasy for the soul, and the process of coming to harmony and reunion for these fragments can be quite dramatic. And "worth it," as our channel would say. Your reunion this lifetime at the personality level and essence level has been deeply immersed in the process of bonding and moving those fragments toward harmony.

NickG:

Yes, this definitely all resonates.  I was young and didn't know a lot about these things and these kinds of relationships, so I'm trying not to beat myself up anymore about my own part I played in it. I just believed a lot of possibilities and learned it takes two to tango so to speak lol

Tears for some reason so checks that box lol

MEntity: It will always be challenging for personality to sort through fear, attachment, and expectation in order to get to the AGAPE and the INTIMACY that these committed essence level relationships manifest.

NickG:

Yeah, it really was the first experience of that with someone for me, so when have firsts ever not been confusing, messy, and challenging like you said. It's just to have that sense with someone and then sort of mess it up is hard to accept, when earthy communication isn't there.

Like, there's something I'm feeling that is hard to accept either about myself or my choices in a sense that's hard to put into words. Do you see what I'm mentioning at all?

MEntity:

Of course we do. This is showing you your old programs and beliefs around loving yourself, loving ALL OF YOU, all of your parts. And loving yourself when and where you are as you continue to learn and evolve.

And ironically, you are doing that because love only requires that you accept the unacceptable.

Essence is manifested, and you know what love is, now. You know this.

You are healing. You have used this experience for growth rather than for moving back into forgetfulness.

NickG: Yes, I did/am doing my best to make the most of it. I'm curious, is our essences making new plans for future personalities. Reunion is such a unique thing for each fragment, that I wonder how it could be "next time" I know those personalities have their own experiences, but it would be something to see how those new ones navigate it. Are there any plans for future probabilities that stand out on an Essence level or is more of a we'll see when we get there kinda thing?

MEntity: Oh, yes, your essences have plans to meet, again, and continue your tasks.

NickG: It's funny, I suppose I'm showing those parts the love, I didn't know how to show myself then, at this moment.

MEntity: And as you both grow in essence, there is a high probability that CHOICE will reunite you, again, in this lifetime.

NickG:  You know, there's still that hopeful part of me about that, but I'm doing my best to let things be and know I can still have a good life, a loving life, whether she's in physical proximity or not. If that ever were to be the case, I don't want to try and "fix" anything, where it still feels like a part of me feels like that's what it needs to do but that's just the part that needs love, right?

MEntity: Yes, that is the only "fixing" that need take place.

NickG: regret in a nutshell lol

but it gets released eventually.

MEntity:

You can have both the part's hopefulness and desire to fix along with your essence's spaciousness and love with this fragment.

And the more you allow essence to love those parts where they are at in any given moment, the more they will relax and come home to essence.

NickG: I'm curious, could you share a past life of us together that may resonate that isn't about one of us dying or losing the other? That's the only one I know is about losing her lol Maybe something a bit lighter is in order.

Okay, I can do that. There's been a lot of that going on lately, so I know I'm already doing it at my own pace but fuck if it doesn't want to just go go go with no breaks lol

MEntity: An "easy" one that "lit up" in your records and that we can get through our channel is one from your long ago past at the end of your infant soul cycles. You were Siamese Twin sisters. You had already met us by this time, so you had come to embrace much more peace, calm, and safety than had been experienced "down in the valley" where there was more chaos and uncertainty.

NickG: The idea that the crown link we're working on keeps us "joined at the head" made me laugh. Oh, the irony.

MEntity:

In this relative peace and calm, though a brief lifetime (you both died at age 22), you managed to soar through your monads together and manifest essence 100% before your transition. Many of your days leading up to entering the 6IM were spent in total joy exploring the land and every little curiosity that crossed your paths. There was no past, no future, only each delight of the present and the harmony shared between you.

We will conclude here for today, Nick. Your tears reflect your ongoing GOOD WORK and alignment with essence. Good day to you and goodbye for now.

NickG: Thanks Michael and Babylove. I really appreciate it.

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I absolutely love this session and yes I absolutely cried like a baby during it. I know my task companion was with me and we were communicating about things. I knew I'd be in her Love position. Everyone around us knew that LOL but I was surprised she is in my knowledge position and sometimes discipline. It's so funny, that I put so much emphasis on the Love and learning about love, that the emphasis on Truth is only now starting to become more of a focus. It's funny I've mentioned this to Dawn and Heidi, but I had a vision of her finding TLE at some point. It was very strong and if that ever happens that'll be quite wild. You never know until ya know. Possibilities and all that hehe 

If anyone here remembers all the sessions, I've had about her over the years, and how hard and challenging things tended to come up surrounding my own ideas about love and relationships and the sense of loss I felt, I can most definitely agree with Babylove that it is most definitely worth it to work through it all and to learn from it all. The Truth of it only ever brings you home. For me, it was with myself, and I think if her and I ever do decide to reconnect, it's something that I'll be able to share.